i just look at how see me . how ive been walked on these years, how no one appreciates me or anything that i can do for this world . despite fof all the things ive had to deal with , despite the pain people have caused me. i still stand here , strong as ever , i am no different than anyone else . im human . why do people discriminate ?? each day i go through the same shit ,trying to find a peace . im learning , but slowly . i have so many question running through my head ,why does people hate me ?why i just cant fit in ? what kind of people can i actualy count on to be my friends ? as for now , im taking ones step and day at a time . i dot let little things bother me anymore , i am going to be the best person i can be . without chnging who i really i am , or what i believe in . i dont care what people think about me anymore,its worthless and pointless, i learned that the hard way . i have opened my eyes and know how to judged the people who can and can not here for e ,though, all of that shit has happen to be .i am very thankful for a lot of good memories that i have kept after all these years ,so its not all that bad. to be honest , i cant count the people i trust with two hands ive change and grown stronger as a person,.as a human being ,i keep telling myself that one day ill find a special man who will love me and appreciate me for who i am and needs me just as much as i need him .what i want most of life is a family who take care of. im so tired of all the liars and selfish people out there ,my heart is just so exhausted right now because i tend to give everything to someone who i think loves me .if im really as beautiful and sweet and loving as ive been told .why i cant find someone who genuinely loves me and thinks im worth their time? why i cant find someone who thinks im worth keeping,.i feel so worthless right now and all i want is a guy who can give me even half the love i will give him . one who wont to talk me every second he can just to turn out to be a fake . 1 yeardown the line and keep telling me he loves me and cares about me when he does"nt. if the guy who will love me for me is reading this , what little trust and faith that i left is yours for the taking , i have so much love to give and try to better myself everyday . i so sick of being hurt and i need love so badly . i need someone who needs my love and does not make me beg like a dog for this .
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