EXPRESSING MYSELF
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looking athletic
if not pathetic
takes me alot
to stay afloat
I don't take much
But one should live
I never take
more than i give
When I'm in pieces -
they want their part
when they feel down -
here's my heart
I am a shoulder
for some to cry on
Some say I'm tough
I'm not of iron
I know your worries
I feel your pain
It turns around
It turns again
Here's mother russia
It lies in snow
And winds are rushing
My anxious soul...
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little things that make me worry
little things that make me sad
i am naked in full glory
i am naked
yet not dead...
something's moving
in the rib-shell
something's crying
in the deep
something, i find hard denying
something, i am bound to keep
day by day, and coin by coin
i pay rent, i play my part
i don't know, where am i going
don't be mean
please, have a heart!
show some mercy
show no danger
life is just a broken ark...
yes, i know, i'm just a stranger,
just a stranger
in the dark....
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These are just lines -
No sense, no weight,
just sounds, stolen from the wind,
Just me,
though clumsily portrayed
And start mistaken for the end.
I stole from star's eternal shine,
I stole from running water's bell,
I made the smell of winter mine,
I took the autumn's color - ale...
All to aquire better look
To masquarade a better thing
A better cover for the book
In hope the book won't stay the same.
I hardly know the ways of truth,
The number of my sins, well, - few,
My heart - a surface yet unsmooth,
My heart - a sleuth to look for you